Been impossible to even lay down and watch a movie. Scared to even ask so I don’t interfere with Tonys school work, social life and other situations. It would be wry nice to chill and have a good, sweet night with him. Worry free. Still holding out hope for this to happen.
Trying to sleep but friends on the phone. Odd stuff I’m hearing. :/ doesn’t make me feel good at all. Yet, he knows I’m awake…
Can I just skip it and move to the next day?
Till my birthday. I’m sad about it. Not looking forward to it at all. :/
…and considering the huge fight we had last night, then watching the simpsons while on the phone with each other (which was cute) I feel more pain then ever right now. I just can’t believe its over. Friends..won’t ever be the same. I’m always gonna look at him as my babe. My mario bear. My dolphin (inside joke)
Nothing right now looks good. Nothing feels right.
I can’t take these sleepless nights alone. Without him.
I’ve been doing it for a week now… The worst week of my life.
They say it’s supposed to get better…
…WHEN???
:’(
Today will define if I will stay Friends with my ex boyfriend or not. I lived with him. Remaining friends and living together..it doesn’t work. Am I right? He will move on, find someone better. I don’t want to see it with my own eyes. I’d rather hear the devastating news from afar. :/
The boi and I are taking a break…and I’m scared.
I am a complete wreck right now.
I can only think of the worst.
…what am I to do now…? :’(
A dog in the middle of a street, tries to awaken his dead friend, who had been hit by a car. The dog would bark and growl at anyone trying to get close, and he would not leave his friend. Some animals are more compassionate and loyal than humans.
Pretty sure I’ve already reblogged this but it’s worth doing it again. This is a prime example of why I love animals more than humans. This is beautiful.
..I wish I was someone else. I hate the way I feel and some of the decisions I make. I clearly know I shouldn’t do some things yet, why do I do them? My answers to them are pretty stupid. I mean, really stupid. No justification at all.
…
I’m trying to move forward.. I need to quit looking back.
(Source: fuckyeahinception)
I can even..right now… :(
Never a good idea. :/
I gave you the chance to fix your shit all day. Yet, you continue to fuck up on me! My love for you is slowly decreasing. I love you but jeez, fix yourself! Much love - augi
Do I look that ugly?
Could that be you? :(
